...Simple Plan...

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"WHEN I'M GONE"


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...blue...

"My heart within turned heavy with the wish I were a sea. A vast expanse of clear water that had no need to hold down a job and had no foolish young days here in Budapest, no strange shock of hair, hot and bothered by not knowing what to do; but has an unruly, unbounded, sparkling blue fate."
(Ernő Szép)

...Then You Look At Me...

Laugh and cry
Live and die
Life is a dream we're dreaming

Day by day
I find my way
Look for the soul and the meaning



Then you look at me
And I always see
What I have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
Then you look at me
And I am not lost anymore

...Girl interupted...

I was watching Girl Interrupted the other night.
Its a movie i havn't seen in a very long time but its outstanding.
Its the story of a girl questionably diagnosed with a borderline personality disorder, who rebels against the head nurse at a psychiatric hospital and instead befriends her inmates.
Its about her time there and what she goes through and her journey to reclaim her freedom after facing up to her inner msot fear....herself.
Its definately worth a watch, I would have prefered to have read the book first but its finding the time.
It has Oscar winning actors and preformances from the likes of Angelina Jolie, Winona Ryder and Whoopi Goldberg.

I have many favorite lines from this film,
but one of the most memorable for me is what the character of Lisa,
portrayed by Angelina Jolie, says:

"razors pain you;
rivers are damp;
acid stains you;
drugs cause cramp.
Gunas aren't lawful;
nooses give.
Gas smells awful,
you might as well live."

...Rush...

Aly and Aj -
"Rush"

"Into your head, into your mind
out of your soul, race through your veins
You can't escape, you can't escape.

Into your life, into your dreams,
Out of the dark, sunlight again.
You can't explain, you can't explain."





Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you try."

...Where Did All This Love Go...

...Helena Paparizou...

Pou Pige Tosi Agapi
Where Did All This Love Go



Greek
Pou pige tosi agapi

Φεύγουνε οι μέρες και ξεχνάνε οι καρδιές
τίποτα για πάντα δεν ζει
ότι μας ενώνει είναι οι μικρές μας στιγμές
όσα έχουμε ζήσει μαζί
Ολα τώρα γίναν σιωπή

Ψάχνω στην καρδιά σου να βρώ
πού πήγε τόση αγάπη
μέσα στη ματιά σου να δω
να σε θυμίζει κάτι
στη καρδιά σκοτάδι κενό
πού πήγε τόση αγάπη
μεσ΄τη μοναξιά αιμορραγώ
πεθαίνω κάθε βράδυ
πού πήγε τόση αγάπη

Φεύγουν οι λιακάδες κι έρχονται οι βροχές
χρώματα αλλάζει ο ουρανός
ότι μας ενώνει είναι οι ελπίδες κι ευχές
μεσ΄τις παγωμένες βραδιές
Ολα τώρα ανήκουν στο χθες

Ψάχνω στην καρδιά σου να βρώ
πού πήγε τόση αγάπη
μέσα στη ματιά σου να δω
να σε θυμίζει κάτι
στη καρδιά σκοτάδι κενό
πού πήγε τόση αγάπη
μεσ΄τη μοναξιά αιμορραγώ
πεθαίνω κάθε βράδυ
πού πήγε τόση αγάπη




English
Where did all this love go

the days go by and the hearts forget
nothing lives forever
the thing that unites us is our little moments
whatever we lived together
Everything now has become silence

I look into your heart to find
where did all this love go
to see into your look
if something resembles you
in the heart darkness, emptiness
where did all this love go
inside loneliness I bleed
I die every night
where did all this love go

the sunshines go away and the rains are coming
the sky changes colours
the things that unites us are the hopes and the wishes
in the frosen nights
Everything now belongs to yesterday

I look into your heart to find
where did all this love go
to see into your look
if something resembles you
in the heart darkness, emptiness
where did all this love go
inside loneliness I bleed
I die every night
where did all this love go

...Keith...

"The absence of something from a person's state of mind
is as much part of his state of mind as its presence"

...There's a Reason...

..It's Gone Tomorrow..

...She's So Lucky?...

"Early morning, She wakes up,
With a knock, knock, knock on the door.

It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5hN_ZW8Sxk

And they say,she's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up!
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning

But tell me what happens when it stops?"

It was said this song is representative of what could have happened to Britney.
That was a few years ago. Now it has happened. She's lost herself and the paparazzi won't leave her in peace to find her way again, they won't allow her mistakes, but she's bound to make them she's only human and she needs to learn like the rest of us. This character "Lucky" embodies Britney's unfortunate situation perfectly.
If only the press would leave her alone to sort things out and let her live. She might actually want to come back stronger and with a renewed passion that way. She might feel she actually has purpose again. I feel sorry for Britney, life in the world press and on stage is all she has ever known, and the one thing she yearns for she can never have; a normal life. If i could give her one thing it would be that, a normal life with her boys, away from the glare and scrutiny of a press camera and the tabloids.

...Escape...

I've been thinking about escapes.
What people do when they need time to themselves.
Like escape to their own world, say in day dreams or reading or going for walks.
Just to hide from reality for a little while behind a thin veil.
For me i can always unwind with music. Whatever mood i'm in theres always music for it. There is for everyone though. Music is a universal language.
I also just like to sit down somewhere quiet and peaceful and just write, anything and everything. If that fails then i like to loose myself in a fantasy world of comics because there the total opposite to the reality i liv ein and thats what i like when i need my escape from reality.

...Habbits...

Human Habbits, rituals, the repetition.
I love to sit down and look through a glass window and watch the world as clear as day go by.
Watch the people and wonder where they are going and what they are doing. Wondering who are they as they walk by.
I could watch them for hours, making up things in my head about their lives and thinking what if?
I look at people and i think, god they are so wierd its crazy! I think people are an odd species, with spiraling emotions and the words they use the things they do. I'm always fascinated.



People Fascinate Me,
They Truly Do Never Cease To Amaze Me.

...A Parcel...

...Recording...

..Where you go
With recipets and tickets
and whatever else you find?
I think so..

...I Never Knew...

"I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be



Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime"
- The Fray

...Messy In Love...

Why is it that the one thing that everyone around the world wants,
one of the few things that people can make a connection on,
Is the hardest thing to frind?
Love and relationships are so messy and complicated.
I don't understand why it has to though.
You'd think with everyone wantng that same thing, it'd be easier then it is.
But You never know what lies around the corner maybe theres that one person for you just waiting. Hmmmm, well lest go out into the world and see, Maybe this time with my eyes closed instead of open, at least that way i'm bound to bump into someone.

...Against Heart...

Beauty Queens - Protiv Srca (Against Heart)

"I can leave you,
till the tears hurt you,
then I’ll injure you.
I can leave you,
lock the door behind you forever,
But I can not stop loving you."

...You Never Know...

Street in Eger - Hungary

You never know what lies around the corner,

...The Beggining As Destiny...

ATTALAI Gábor

...Around The World...

...A Summers Night...

London