...Balaton Upland National Park...

The area to the north of Lake Balaton is memorable for its spectacular volcanic mountains and breathtaking views of the water below. The Balaton Uplands National Park, established in 1997, extends from the Tihany peninsula to Kis-Balaton (Little Balaton) in the West.

...Lay Back...

...Stronger Without You...

Hanna Pakarinen - "Stronger Without You"

We all have the moments we feel Stronger by ourselves,
We can do it all by ourselvs.
We don't need anybody else.
We don't need a partner.
A song to empower the singletons of us all.

...Benedictine Abbey of Pannonhalma...

The first Benedictine monks settled here in Hungary in 996. They went on to convert the Hungarians, to found the country's first school and, in 1055, to write the first document in Hungarian. From the time of its founding, this monastic community has promoted culture throughout central Europe. Its 1,000-year history can be seen in the succession of architectural styles of the monastic buildings (the oldest dating from 1224), which still today house a school and the monastic community.

...Mojot Svet...

"My world is called music,
It has no religions or borders.
My world is eight notes,
One Balkan soul."

- Karolina - "Mojot Svet"

...Tests...

.Tests:Exams.

Whether a test of faith,
Whether an exam of some sort.
They have one thing in common,
The answer.
Its either pass or fail.
No test is a good test.

...Unity...

...Dreams...

23.05.07. DREAMS.

Familiar. Everything was.

There were old clothes that had gone years ago.

There were old photographs.

Some that are now gone and lost.

Some that we never had but yet looked so familiar.

I dreampt that the little cupboard which is my mum's room with all my dad's things in had been cleared out and i had been lied to about it.

When i lookd it was now her wardrobe.

Can't remeber much else. What does it all mean?

...Whats Inside You?..

What's Inside You?

Anything fighting to be free?

...Truth...

Talking to a physcologist.

The one in my head as it happens.

Conscience maybe (?)

Who Knows.

The Discussion turns to truth.

My answer to truth is;

One persons truth isn't neccessarily anothers.

For instance, My truth of the day is this;

Truth is facts.

And Honesty, Honesty is emotion (or a state of emotional wellbeing for some.)

...Silence...

Silence to think.

It can sometimes dull the brain.

Other times, truest beauty can emerge.

Plays can be formed and acted out.

Plays can also perish within the silence.

The silence of a muse.

Its a balance.

The brain and the spirit.

Compromise. Mood. Silence.

...Roman Vishniac...

Everything made by human hands looks terrible under magnification

- crude, rough and unsymmetrical.

But in nature every bit of life is lovely,

and the more magnification we use,

the more details are brought out perfectly formed.

Like endless sets of boxes within boxes.

Roman Vishniac.

...How Lonely Do You Feel?..

Maybe we're nasty and uncompromising to the people close to us beacuse...

...Because we know they'll always be there. At least we hope.

To the people not that close, we're always trying to be kind and nice to them,

Maybe because we're not sure they'll always be there.

What it comes down to is loneliness.

How lonely do you feel?

...In Too Deep...

Listen, you know I love you,

but I just can't take this,

You know I love you,

but I'm playing for keeps,

Although I need you,

I'm not gonna make this,

You know I want to,

but I'm in too deep

"In Too Deep" - Genesis.

...I'll Never Forget Hungary...

..The place I found part of My Heart

..The place I lost part of My Heart

..The place that still has part of My Heart.

One of the most elegant and beautiful

Eastern European Countries.

...Relationship:Single..?..

I decided to stay single, i told myself i wasn't ready to get into another relationship.

I wasn't prepared to be burned again.

I hadn't healed from the last time.

That was almost a year ago.

Now i feel quite lonely sometimes, i feel ready to let someone else in...to a point.

I don't want to let somone in that could get too close, myabe i'm afraid...yeah i think i am.

But i say better safe then sorry, i can be wise, i can save myself the pain.

But, at the same time, im not taking the risk that it - anything - could turn into something spectacular.

Life as a singleton isn't bad at all...

You can have fun,

Learn from past mistakes where things went wrong,

Heal,

Wait for someone decent to come along.

The problem is when being single has run its course of good offers,

it then brings the long lonely period.

Having nobody

Being with nobody

Sharing life with nobody

Not havin a patner to share it all with.

Thats when relationships are good. They can evole into so much.

Make life so much richer.

They can help you grow as a person.

You can still have fun, the ups with the downs. Only this time they'll be someone to share them with.

You can heal with someone.

The right someone..maybe not lifelong, but right for now somone.

Its all a balance, i may have said this before, life is all about balance;

Right and Wrong.

Left and Right.

Ying and Yang.

Life and Death.

Pleasure and Pain.

Good and Bad.

Share those precious moments

You need t be single to let it run its course and let you have fun or tend to the wounds. I also think to grow further and develop, see more with eyes open, you need to take a risk and get involved.

Tell that somone if there is somone how if you feel.

If you don't try you'll never know

The same goes for a break-up, if its not right you need to tell the other person and save your heart and mind a lot of agony. As well as the other person.

If its right, Its right

If its wrong, Its wrong.

...Empty...

Half empty or half left?

Sometimes i feel so empty,

Like i have an empty space in my heart.

Its yearning to be filled but i can't seem to.

Maybe its the places ive been,

the ones that have inspired me,

filled me with that sense of joy and belonging.

Maybe its not being in those places no more thats making me feel this way.

Theres something missing, I don't know what it is.

I don't know how to "cure" it.

What i do know is where i am right now i feel so lost and empty sometimes

and so confined, i just find it hard to break free.

I feel like i'm walking an empty street and my dreams seem so distant.

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

and I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Til then I walk alone

Taken from "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" - Green Day

...Blake...

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.

Taken from "Auguries of Innocence" by William Blake

...How Profound?..

I like photography and different peoples different ideas.

So i was looking on the net at different photographs

some photographers had taken

and i came across one,

which was taken at an abandoned psychiatric facility in Whitby, Ontario.

i think it's quite creepy and wierdly scary, but begs all sorts of questions.

i was specifically looking at more profound photographs

and this came up...

Its dark, but its good, makes you think.

I could'nt find out who the phtographer was

but i really like this image, makes me think, about alot of things

how about you?

...Happy...

Easter

Passover