"My heart within turned heavy with the wish I were a sea. A vast expanse of clear water that had no need to hold down a job and had no foolish young days here in Budapest, no strange shock of hair, hot and bothered by not knowing what to do; but has an unruly, unbounded, sparkling blue fate." (Ernő Szép)
I was watching Girl Interrupted the other night. Its a movie i havn't seen in a very long time but its outstanding. Its the story of a girl questionably diagnosed with a borderline personality disorder, who rebels against the head nurse at a psychiatric hospital and instead befriends her inmates. Its about her time there and what she goes through and her journey to reclaim her freedom after facing up to her inner msot fear....herself. Its definately worth a watch, I would have prefered to have read the book first but its finding the time. It has Oscar winning actors and preformances from the likes of Angelina Jolie, Winona Ryder and Whoopi Goldberg.
I have many favorite lines from this film, but one of the most memorable for me is what the character of Lisa, portrayed by Angelina Jolie, says:
"razors pain you; rivers are damp; acid stains you; drugs cause cramp. Gunas aren't lawful; nooses give. Gas smells awful, you might as well live."
Φεύγουνε οι μέρες και ξεχνάνε οι καρδιές τίποτα για πάντα δεν ζει ότι μας ενώνει είναι οι μικρές μας στιγμές όσα έχουμε ζήσει μαζί Ολα τώρα γίναν σιωπή
Ψάχνω στην καρδιά σου να βρώ πού πήγε τόση αγάπη μέσα στη ματιά σου να δω να σε θυμίζει κάτι στη καρδιά σκοτάδι κενό πού πήγε τόση αγάπη μεσ΄τη μοναξιά αιμορραγώ πεθαίνω κάθε βράδυ πού πήγε τόση αγάπη
Φεύγουν οι λιακάδες κι έρχονται οι βροχές χρώματα αλλάζει ο ουρανός ότι μας ενώνει είναι οι ελπίδες κι ευχές μεσ΄τις παγωμένες βραδιές Ολα τώρα ανήκουν στο χθες
Ψάχνω στην καρδιά σου να βρώ πού πήγε τόση αγάπη μέσα στη ματιά σου να δω να σε θυμίζει κάτι στη καρδιά σκοτάδι κενό πού πήγε τόση αγάπη μεσ΄τη μοναξιά αιμορραγώ πεθαίνω κάθε βράδυ πού πήγε τόση αγάπη
English Where did all this love go
the days go by and the hearts forget nothing lives forever the thing that unites us is our little moments whatever we lived together Everything now has become silence
I look into your heart to find where did all this love go to see into your look if something resembles you in the heart darkness, emptiness where did all this love go inside loneliness I bleed I die every night where did all this love go
the sunshines go away and the rains are coming the sky changes colours the things that unites us are the hopes and the wishes in the frosen nights Everything now belongs to yesterday
I look into your heart to find where did all this love go to see into your look if something resembles you in the heart darkness, emptiness where did all this love go inside loneliness I bleed I die every night where did all this love go