...There's a Reason...

..It's Gone Tomorrow..

...She's So Lucky?...

"Early morning, She wakes up,
With a knock, knock, knock on the door.

It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5hN_ZW8Sxk

And they say,she's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up!
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning

But tell me what happens when it stops?"

It was said this song is representative of what could have happened to Britney.
That was a few years ago. Now it has happened. She's lost herself and the paparazzi won't leave her in peace to find her way again, they won't allow her mistakes, but she's bound to make them she's only human and she needs to learn like the rest of us. This character "Lucky" embodies Britney's unfortunate situation perfectly.
If only the press would leave her alone to sort things out and let her live. She might actually want to come back stronger and with a renewed passion that way. She might feel she actually has purpose again. I feel sorry for Britney, life in the world press and on stage is all she has ever known, and the one thing she yearns for she can never have; a normal life. If i could give her one thing it would be that, a normal life with her boys, away from the glare and scrutiny of a press camera and the tabloids.

...Escape...

I've been thinking about escapes.
What people do when they need time to themselves.
Like escape to their own world, say in day dreams or reading or going for walks.
Just to hide from reality for a little while behind a thin veil.
For me i can always unwind with music. Whatever mood i'm in theres always music for it. There is for everyone though. Music is a universal language.
I also just like to sit down somewhere quiet and peaceful and just write, anything and everything. If that fails then i like to loose myself in a fantasy world of comics because there the total opposite to the reality i liv ein and thats what i like when i need my escape from reality.

...Habbits...

Human Habbits, rituals, the repetition.
I love to sit down and look through a glass window and watch the world as clear as day go by.
Watch the people and wonder where they are going and what they are doing. Wondering who are they as they walk by.
I could watch them for hours, making up things in my head about their lives and thinking what if?
I look at people and i think, god they are so wierd its crazy! I think people are an odd species, with spiraling emotions and the words they use the things they do. I'm always fascinated.



People Fascinate Me,
They Truly Do Never Cease To Amaze Me.

...A Parcel...

...Recording...

..Where you go
With recipets and tickets
and whatever else you find?
I think so..

...I Never Knew...

"I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be



Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime"
- The Fray

...Messy In Love...

Why is it that the one thing that everyone around the world wants,
one of the few things that people can make a connection on,
Is the hardest thing to frind?
Love and relationships are so messy and complicated.
I don't understand why it has to though.
You'd think with everyone wantng that same thing, it'd be easier then it is.
But You never know what lies around the corner maybe theres that one person for you just waiting. Hmmmm, well lest go out into the world and see, Maybe this time with my eyes closed instead of open, at least that way i'm bound to bump into someone.