...In Too Deep...

Listen, you know I love you,

but I just can't take this,

You know I love you,

but I'm playing for keeps,

Although I need you,

I'm not gonna make this,

You know I want to,

but I'm in too deep

"In Too Deep" - Genesis.

...I'll Never Forget Hungary...

..The place I found part of My Heart

..The place I lost part of My Heart

..The place that still has part of My Heart.

One of the most elegant and beautiful

Eastern European Countries.

...Relationship:Single..?..

I decided to stay single, i told myself i wasn't ready to get into another relationship.

I wasn't prepared to be burned again.

I hadn't healed from the last time.

That was almost a year ago.

Now i feel quite lonely sometimes, i feel ready to let someone else in...to a point.

I don't want to let somone in that could get too close, myabe i'm afraid...yeah i think i am.

But i say better safe then sorry, i can be wise, i can save myself the pain.

But, at the same time, im not taking the risk that it - anything - could turn into something spectacular.

Life as a singleton isn't bad at all...

You can have fun,

Learn from past mistakes where things went wrong,

Heal,

Wait for someone decent to come along.

The problem is when being single has run its course of good offers,

it then brings the long lonely period.

Having nobody

Being with nobody

Sharing life with nobody

Not havin a patner to share it all with.

Thats when relationships are good. They can evole into so much.

Make life so much richer.

They can help you grow as a person.

You can still have fun, the ups with the downs. Only this time they'll be someone to share them with.

You can heal with someone.

The right someone..maybe not lifelong, but right for now somone.

Its all a balance, i may have said this before, life is all about balance;

Right and Wrong.

Left and Right.

Ying and Yang.

Life and Death.

Pleasure and Pain.

Good and Bad.

Share those precious moments

You need t be single to let it run its course and let you have fun or tend to the wounds. I also think to grow further and develop, see more with eyes open, you need to take a risk and get involved.

Tell that somone if there is somone how if you feel.

If you don't try you'll never know

The same goes for a break-up, if its not right you need to tell the other person and save your heart and mind a lot of agony. As well as the other person.

If its right, Its right

If its wrong, Its wrong.

...Empty...

Half empty or half left?

Sometimes i feel so empty,

Like i have an empty space in my heart.

Its yearning to be filled but i can't seem to.

Maybe its the places ive been,

the ones that have inspired me,

filled me with that sense of joy and belonging.

Maybe its not being in those places no more thats making me feel this way.

Theres something missing, I don't know what it is.

I don't know how to "cure" it.

What i do know is where i am right now i feel so lost and empty sometimes

and so confined, i just find it hard to break free.

I feel like i'm walking an empty street and my dreams seem so distant.

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

and I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Til then I walk alone

Taken from "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" - Green Day

...Blake...

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.

Taken from "Auguries of Innocence" by William Blake

...How Profound?..

I like photography and different peoples different ideas.

So i was looking on the net at different photographs

some photographers had taken

and i came across one,

which was taken at an abandoned psychiatric facility in Whitby, Ontario.

i think it's quite creepy and wierdly scary, but begs all sorts of questions.

i was specifically looking at more profound photographs

and this came up...

Its dark, but its good, makes you think.

I could'nt find out who the phtographer was

but i really like this image, makes me think, about alot of things

how about you?

...Happy...

Easter

Passover